
I've been thinking a lot about how my life will be different in another month or so. I guess I'm trying to mentally prepare myself for the shock of caring for a newborn. Everytime I take an extra 5 minutes just to stand under the hot water in the shower, sleeping in as late as I want on Saturdays, spontaneously deciding to go to a movie just because the mood hits me.... all these things, I know will not be so easy to manage once Mila is here. I think a lot about the day she will be born as well. Like, will my birth plan go as planned? What if I go into labor at work and can't reach Bryan on his cell? What if the nurse is so enchanted by my beautiful baby that she tries to run away with her?? Then there's those silly APGAR tests. Already, society is throwing standardized testing at my innocent child. I can't lie, I am keeping my fingers crossed for a perfect 10 on the APGAR tests. Just so I can get a bumper sticker that reads: "My APGAR baby is smarter than your Honor Student."